:(

today felt weird. really really weird.
it had been a long time since i was feeling down.....
and today, i felt down for no reason.

today i felt very flared up oso.
all because of the stupid printing card.
don't know how many times i had changed it, each with a lower value.
and it still won't work.
wat the hell.
but with the help of khairul, managed to print out the stuffs that we are supposed to print.
can't imagine that i m so suay. FML.

and then, i had no idea why would i thought of me not being myself.
its just that i don't want my soul to stay in this big and bulky shell (aka my body).
guess its too different from what i had expected of myself.
but oh wells, this is what's been given to me. can't do anything about it.

today is really weird, really weird.